Hi Mermaids, Babes, and Queens,
If you're like me, the full moon always brings the FULL FEELS. Coming off of Venus in Retrograde, we have been re-assessing our roles in past relationships (romantic or otherwise), which has left my heart so full of renewed love for myself and others, but also so fully confused! What am I truly looking for in my relationships? What do I have to offer to others/am I giving too much of myself? Am I giving enough? What does love look and feel like in a healthy relationship? Have all my past romantic relationships been unhealthy? Do I project goodness on to others too willingly? Not enough? Am I missing those I have loved and lost, or just the ideas of them I have played out in my imagination?
As I am learning to connect with myself and the universe, I have started to pay more attention to my need for isolation and time to be introspective. My brain is constantly working at 200mph, so many ideas, so many questions, and I often need a day to press reset, reconnecting the pace of my body and mind. I rarely have the time to take time to myself (who does??), but something as simple as blasting music during my commute to work or school has become some type of recharge ritual for me.
Today I am saying out loud: It's okay to be a work in progress. It's okay to be highly critical of yourself and also love yourself unconditionally. It's okay to be unsure of what you want. It's okay to love too hard, in a place where there is so much love absent.
I hope you have time to jam out with yourself today. I hope you have time to check out the full moon, walk under it, release your insecurities to it. I hope you feel beautiful and loved today.
MoonQueen, a Full Moon Playlist